You left me,
without a fight
You left agreeing,
this was right
I watched you leaving
I dare not chase
For I know
It’s not my place
You’re crying
You don’t want this
But we both know
This’ not promised bliss
I forced this
To do right…not wrong
But how do we know
If this right is not wrong?
I plagued us, to fall apart
Shattering each, cell of our hearts
Sentencing you, to a life of abuse
I should have saved you, now it’s no use
My prison, now my four walls
Haunting me with echoes of what meant to be
I gave you up
I have to accept
This isn’t ours
Not yet
Our time went
I blame me
I should have fought
It’s with my words did I bring this to nought
Now there’s nothing more I can do
‘cept wait or accept the ways it should be
I love you, with each breath of my heart
Forever yours, till death do us apart…
~ Copyright ©yikici. 2013
A Poet's Journey 
I don’t know what to say, Oz. Heartbreaking.
Sorry…I just need to let it all out…it’s been tormenting me too much..there may be more to come..so apologies from now. Thank you for caring. x
Let it out. I do.
I am…It’s just unfortunate that you guys have to read all this…
Not unfortunate, as it’s beautiful writing.
If you say so…thank you. x
I do say so
Ok..thank you…
Beautiful Oz, deep & haunting in its sadness.
And ((hugs)) girl xx
Thank you Jenny (for both your lovely comment and hugs), it’s been a trying day, I’m adamant to get over this sad patch. x
Oh oz😘😘😘 it’ll be alright…u did…never mind, I don’t wanna say too much. But I love u *hugs*
Oh Vic, I’m going to cry now…thank you, I love you too. hugs. x
I felt it all..and I know exactly how you feel. This poem is going to haunt me for a while. x
Oh Alex, I’m really sorry, I didn’t write it to haunt you…I hope it does not…sending you healing hugs, hope you are ok. x
Oh sweetie, don’t be sorry. I feel for you more. Sending love your way. x
Oh…ok…I just don’t like making people feel sad…and thank you.. x
Beautifully written but heart wrenching write Oz. I hope each new day brings you closer to the Sun and further from your despair. If you ever need a shoulder to lean on or a pair of ears to listen my friend……………..I am here.
John
Thank you John, your kind and supporting words mean a lot to me, they really do…I just do not want to burden anyone with this more than necessary…it’s bad enough you have to read this, but it’s a poem, my thoughts on the other hand would be too much and not fair to trouble you with, but thank you John, thank you. x ✨
Any time, Just had to throw it out there. I DO HOPE that you can see the brighter side very soon my friend. Try not to dwell in the shadows of a heavy heart.
I’m trying not too…some days are just harder than others…thank you John, you have a kind soul, really appreciate your friendship. x
How hard it is to love, and yet altogether free.