Sacrificed Vows

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You left me,
without a fight
You left agreeing,
this was right
I watched you leaving
I dare not chase
For I know
It’s not my place
You’re crying
You don’t want this
But we both know
This’ not promised bliss
I forced this
To do right…not wrong
But how do we know
If this right is not wrong?
I plagued us, to fall apart
Shattering each, cell of our hearts
Sentencing you, to a life of abuse
I should have saved you, now it’s no use
My prison, now my four walls
Haunting me with echoes of what meant to be
I gave you up
I have to accept
This isn’t ours
Not yet
Our time went
I blame me
I should have fought
It’s with my words did I bring this to nought
Now there’s nothing more I can do
‘cept wait or accept the ways it should be
I love you, with each breath of my heart
Forever yours, till death do us apart…

~ Copyright ©yikici. 2013

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22 thoughts on “Sacrificed Vows

  1. Beautifully written but heart wrenching write Oz. I hope each new day brings you closer to the Sun and further from your despair. If you ever need a shoulder to lean on or a pair of ears to listen my friend……………..I am here.

    John

    • Thank you John, your kind and supporting words mean a lot to me, they really do…I just do not want to burden anyone with this more than necessary…it’s bad enough you have to read this, but it’s a poem, my thoughts on the other hand would be too much and not fair to trouble you with, but thank you John, thank you. x ✨

      • Any time, Just had to throw it out there. I DO HOPE that you can see the brighter side very soon my friend. Try not to dwell in the shadows of a heavy heart.

      • I’m trying not too…some days are just harder than others…thank you John, you have a kind soul, really appreciate your friendship. x

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